Hello and Welcome!!!

Welcome to Emmanuel Episcopal Church in Houston, TX!  This blog serves as an opportunity for members, visitors, and passer-byers alike to learn about our church, share thoughts and experiences, and to serve as a forum for future groups to get together via Internet for Bible studies, prayer, and discussion groups focused on timely topics.   We hope this site will serve as a beacon of light into our busy and hectic lives for people to come to for further spiritual formation and a deepening of relationships with others and God.  Wherever you are in your faith life you are welcome here.

Blessings, Rev. Janie Kirt Morris

Questions of Faith

I’ve been asked how I can believe in the Christian story.  I’m an intelligent, thoughtful person who has explored deeply the depths of doubt, and who also believes that evolution and the Big Bang are reasonable explanations for how we came to be as we are.  So, how then can I believe in God and virgin births and a human/divine messiah?  After all, we have evidence held up to scientific scrutiny supporting evolution and the Big Bang.  We have no such evidence supporting Christianity, only stories and belief.

            How then, can I believe in Christianity?  It’s very simple.  I love and therefore believe in the story.  I absolutely can’t know the objective truth of it.  Was Jesus God?  I can’t know that.  I can only believe the story.  As the story goes, God created everything, loves everything and loves each of us.  God knows our greatest desire is to be with God, so God became human to be with us.  God lived with us as the human being, Jesus of Nazareth.  All separation between us and God is gone.  That is a beautiful story.  The objective (and unknowable) truth of the story is irrelevant to me. 

That also means I don’t have a need for the story to be true for anyone else. The fact that others don’t believe Jesus was God doesn’t threaten my faith, nor must my faith be threatening to others. It may not be true, and I’m okay with that.  The Christian story is a story that makes sense of my life.  I believe it.  Believing has made all the difference.

The Lord bless you and keep you, Brad

Touching the Profound

“The secular world cannot do it without the spiritual world.”  This was said by my friend, Joe Domko, in our first gathering of the ELIYA Eco-Justice Immersion Event.   That simple statement, for me, solidified why I had come.  That first night in Seattle, found the 19 of us getting to know each other, talking about why we were there and what we expected to find.  I had traveled from Texas, experiencing dustbowl conditions, with months of 100 degree plus heat and no rain, to the damp, green, Pacific Northwest, where the abnormally cold summer had seen skiing as late as July.  I came from a culture steeped in oil money and tradition, where climate change is commonly denied, to a college dorm which had compost buckets in the rooms.  On the plane, I had thought of another trip in my life, one that had ultimately led to this one, and I shared it with the group that night.

At 12 years old, having never really preferred meat and always loving whole grains, fruit and vegetables, I told my mom I wanted to become a vegetarian.  She insisted on a trip to the public library, an institution I still treasure, to research recipes and protein substitutes.  I checked out a handful of books, mostly written in the 60’s and 70’s, not knowing my life would change in more than just my diet.  I read of the dangers of factory farming, toxic waste dumping done by companies producing most of what we consume, the need for green initiatives, alternative body products, whole food diets, organic foods and the idea of a lifestyle that reflected care for the earth and its people.  I started making changes in my life.  I stopped eating meat.  I started boycotting companies whose treatment of animals and humans mirrors the toxicity of their products.  At the time my faith was still up in the air.  It would take me 16 more years and many different churches to finally find my place with God.

Sitting there in the dorms of Seattle University, in a room full of Episcopalians from all over the country who cared for all of creation, the two lives I had led, the two paths I had pursued with passion, finally collided.  My faith and my “crunchy granola” lifestyle (as termed by Leanne Gehrig) finally made sense together.   We realized quickly that we all shared a very real grief for the state of things and also a profound hope for what could be done.  We were from places as different as Tennessee, Arizona, and Canada.   We had people from college, people who had finished college, people who had figured out what to be when they “grow up” and those of us who didn’t yet have a clue.  We had men, women, black, and white, outgoing vocal people, contemplative introverts, hopeful activists and jaded political dissidents.  To think we would all become fast friends in 6 days seemed absurd, until you put us in a room together and got us talking, laughing and crying.  For 6 days, we were family.

We visited Clean Green Farms, an organic farm that brings produce
into impoverished neighborhood food pantries.  We shared lunch at The Duwamish Longhouse, a meeting house of a first people nation who are fighting for official recognition as a tribe.  We viewed the Duwamish River that is in
various stages of recovery from years of industrial abuse.  We toured the Port of Seattle, where the transport of crates has become detrimental to the truckers involved and those who live in the area.  We received training from various individuals from the realms of academic theology, political activism, and the church itself.  We worshiped together at a green congregation, in the dorm meeting space for evening prayer and at a choral Compline at the cathedral.  We shared meals, bocce ball, car rides, even our rooms.  The final day of our trip brought a mountain hike; some in silence, some in shared awe, some in tears at nature’s truly life-giving beauty.

All along, what we shared most was walking through some of the toughest and most beautiful quandaries of our lives.  Many of us looked to what we might do next in our lives; where we might head in our education, profession, and living
situations.  We laughed hard and often.  We lived out, often in tears, a grief caused by a culture that, since the industrial revolution, even in the faith world, has generally reflected an abusive relationship with God’s Creation.  We came to understand that as believers in a God who created the terraform and life of this planet, we have a mandate to respect it, care for it, and fight for it.   We all strive to be the people who have a trash can the size of a teacup, consuming so little and wasting even less.  We want to be the people that see the voiceless and answer the call to be the voice.  We have a soul-felt desire to care for all of creation, because as we’re told in Genesis, we are a part of it and it is a part of us.  Our humble beginnings are in the dirt and to it we shall return.  May we never forget that.  May we be so infectious in our renewed passion that many others will see and join in.  That is the hope I felt, on the plane home, as I tried not to be consumed by the sadness in leaving such a holy place as the week I shared among friends and fellow advocates.   I am truly thankful for this life changing experience.

by: Laura Thomasson

Faithfulness and Desperation

When I got to my seat for the flight to Africa I began to weep – they were tears of joy that I was going, and they were tears of sorrow, with painful awareness that this longer journey could only happen because my husband Bill had died in July.  This has been a healing time.

When I stepped off the plane in Blantyre, I entered another culture, and it is a Third World one.  Malawi is beautiful and the people are warm and wonderful, and they face, day by day, such challenges.  I return with appreciation more than ever for the life we have in the United States and with a deeper love of our Christian faith as we live it in the Episcopal Church.

I bid you: do not take for granted anything you have.  I mean by that many things: 1) our freedom of religion, 2) our freedom of speech, 3) our freedom to assemble, plus 4) our ability to turn on a tap and drink water without boiling or treating it, 5) our sense of safety, 6) our security that we can have enough to eat, 7) our health system.

Now, you will tell me that all of our systems are not perfect, and that I well know.  But I pray with thanks to God for the overall orderliness of our lives.

I saw the desperation in the faces and lives of Malawi’s people.  They have about 85% unemployment.  Yes, you read this right, 85%.  Only about 15% have salaried,
mostly secure positions and the rest make their living the best they can, about 80% of them as subsistence farmers.  Others have small businesses, selling produce, sewing on a trundle sewing machine, doing seasonal work on tea estates, having a take-away food stand, doing day labor.  Malawi struggles economically as one of the ten poorest nations in the world.  They are a democracy that is clinging to its people’s rights with a leadership that shows tendencies to repression.

I had the privilege of living in the home of Bishop James and Josie Tengatenga while there—they are passionate, joyful, bright, faithful leaders.  So I got firsthand experience of their daily lives (Well, with the out of the ordinary visit of the Archbishop of Canterbury in their diocese for three days!)  Much is good in their lives and in the diocese.  I met and observed in action diocesan leaders doing ministry to improve the lives of people.  I shared ministry on Sundays with fine ordained and lay leaders leading beautiful worship.

My time with our sisters and brothers in Christ in Malawi has opened me to learn more.  Among their gifts to me are their witness of faith and their hope, founded on the love of our Resurrected Lord Jesus Christ.
Janie+

The World Beyond the Veil

I recently had an experience of God’s presence with me.  I was getting ready to go for a run, lying
down outside doing some stretching.  Looking up at the stars, I had a feeling of peace and love come upon
me.  The world looked different, somehow, more beautiful, and yet it hadn’t changed.

This experience was short-lived, like other similar experiences I’ve had, and it is a moment which I treasure.  It brought assurance that God really is here with us in and through this world.  In spite of how difficult things may get, there really is nothing to fear.  It was a glimpse of the world beyond the veil, God’s presence, made knowable for a moment. 

“O God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and confidence shall be our
strength.  Lift us, we pray, by the might of your spirit to your presence, that we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord.  Amen.”

The Lord bless you and keep you,  Brad+

Burning Bush Experience

I have had quite a “burning bush” experience this summer. I had been in the wilderness of Alzheimer’s Disease with my husband Bill for years. His decline was mental, as we know about that insidious disease, and it was also physical. It was as though his control tower lost contact bit by bit with his body. His ability to walk, sit or rise had declined over the past couple of years, and I had hired aides to assist him at home. Finally, following a fall and injury and further decline, he had to be in residential care, beginning in February.
In June I went on an eight-day conference with other Episcopal clergy from across the country. Towards the end of that time, we had a day of quiet, bid by our leaders to listen deeply to what God was calling us to. The words came like a mini-volcano from my center, “I have to go to Africa!!” Now, I had desired to go to Africa for many years, but my life had been taken different directions by other responsibilities and fun, and I had not considered that as a real possibility. So, I said to the One I knew had brought these words from me, “Well, ok, Lord, I guess you will work this out in a few years,” thinking that Bill would suffer another five years, at least.
Five days after my return from the conference and that encounter, Bill suddenly died. I was stunned, grieved, in a fog. In the midst of that I sat with one of bishops, the Reverend Dena Harrison. Having finished our preparations for Bill’s funeral , she asked me about the conference. When I got to this part, “I have to go to Africa!!”, she flashed a look at me and said, “How about October?”
Indeed, God has worked all this out. The bush is burning and is not consumed! The Voice speaks to me, assuring me that all is planned. And I know it is. This is amazing grace about which we sing. Amazing. I have my air ticket, my book on Malawi, and an array of things to put in my bag. Most important I have trust bulging out of me. I am so grateful. I am so filled.
In Christ who is my Rock – Janie+

I Remember

Last week I was in England. One evening on the TV I watched a program dedicated to the firefighters who responded on 9/11 at the World Trade Center in New York. When the 1st plane flew into the building firefighters from all the boroughs responded and drove immediately to the southern end of Manhattan. A command post was set up and after a quick evaluation the firefighters went up the stairs to rescue those people trapped at the top. It was quite amazing to listen to the documentary. There was no questioning or hesitation. They knew their job and that was to put out fires and to save lives. And that is exactly what they did. In that 1st hour they brought many to safety.

Then a second plane flew into the south tower and yet more firefighters arrived and immediately put into action drills that they had learnt as first responders. While most rushed out to escape the flames they ran in to save lives.

We all know now what happened. First one and then the other tower collapsed on itself killing and injuring thousands. 343 firefighters lost their lives that day.

In the many interviews with survivors and family and friends of those who died there was one word and sentiment that was repeatedly used. Firefighters have a call to do what they do. They do not question it. They acknowledge and respond to their call without thought for their own safety. The word ‘call’ is used by many and is often used by those seeking religious orders. However few are called to the circumstances that firefighters find themselves.

We all have our own memories of the events of 9/11. Where we were and what we were doing when we heard the news. I was living in Washington DC and spent the day checking on the many parishioners that we had working at the Pentagon.  I saw firsthand the flames there and I heard the stories of those who were working at the Pentagon when the plane hit. I have returned to the site and have walked around the memorial erected to remember those who died.

However I think the program that I watched last week has made a greater impression on me. I will remember the sacrifice that those firefighters selflessly made and that it was their call that saved so many lives.

Deacon Gill

Governor Perry’s Day of Prayer

You may have heard that Governor Perry has proclaimed August 6th as a day of prayer.  Folks will be gathering in Reliant Stadium to have a non-denominational, apolitical, Christian prayer service to seek forgiveness, healing and blessing for our country. 

I heard about the day of prayer from one couple who were very upset by the event, and I understand why.  o Perry is governor for all Texans, not only Christian Texans.  He will of course pray to God as a Christian, unapologetically.  The challenge comes when he, as governor, organizes and helps lead a prayer event which is specifically a Christian prayer event.  http://theresponseusa.com/

No one has been excluded from attending the event.  At the same time, it can difficult for non-Christians to attend Christian prayer services and fully participate in the prayers (as it can be difficult for anyone of a particular faith to participate fully in the prayers of another faith).  Whether intended or unintended, the message is therefore being sent that only Christians are being asked to participate in this day of prayer.  http://governor.state.tx.us/news/press-release/16246/

I have heard of several angry responses to this day of prayer.  While some, myself included, may wish that the prayer event had been planned differently, I don’t believe anger to be an appropriate response (beyond an initial reaction).  Several passages from scripture inform my thoughts on this:

1 Peter 2:12 – Conduct yourselves honorably among the Gentiles, so that, though they malign you as evildoers, they may see your honorable deeds and glorify God when he comes to judge.

Ephesians 4:31-32 - Put away from you all bitterness and wrath and anger and wrangling and slander, together with all malice, and be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ has forgiven you.

1 Peter 3:9 - Do not repay evil for evil or abuse for abuse; but, on the contrary, repay with a blessing. It is for this that you were called—that you might inherit a blessing. 

For those who feel excluded by this event, I would say, “why don’t we join them?”  You / we can pray together with the folks at this event, even of those same folks wouldn’t want to pray with you / us.   I’m not personally planning on going to the event – regardless of who is sponsoring it, such a long prayer service in a stadium simply isn’t my cup of tea. 

If it is yours, however, then I would encourage you to go.  If you aren’t a Christian, then go anyway.  Take part in the led-prayers as you are able, and pray your own prayers as you need to. 

Imagine the witness to folks at the event to see people of many religions praying together.  Let the organizers realize their mistake in not inviting people of all faiths, not by protesting against the event, but by taking part.  Let them see the faith and prayer of all people, not only of Christians. 

The Lord bless you and keep you,

Brad+

Love Our Enemies?

In our Emmanuel staff meeting this week, we were focused on a violation of security that recently occurred on our campus.  We talked about how this affects us personally and professionally.  So many thoughts were exchanged and a million more ran through my mind.  In the past weeks, we have also heard of the death of Osama bin Laden and seen the tragedy that happened inArizona.  All these things swirling in my head kept bringing me back to one major thought, Christ’s love and our mandate to share it.

            Whether it’s a person who robs a home or business, or a terrorist attack on thousands, the violation elicits anger and pain from those affected.  How do we love the ones who make us feel unsafe in our own daily lives?  Sometimes the greater violation is not the act itself, but the way it turns us against each other.  As Christians, we live to love and serve.  Can we bring ourselves to this higher calling, when our human reaction to violation is anger, mistrust, even hate?

            We are all bent, broken and fallen.  To some, the line between good choices and bad is or can become hazy.   We are all experiencing hard economic times, and desperation can lead some people’s selfish desire to serve themselves and not others to a place where they no longer see or care the way in which they are violating others.  Or in the case of greater attacks, when one has fallen into religious or political fanaticism, doing what feels right and what IS right may not be the same.

            What does it mean to love in light of these circumstances?  Is it enough to say we try to love those who have hurt others?  Maybe we need to take the increase in theft (physical, identity, and the like) as a cue to pour more energy into poverty and homeless ministries.  Not to assume that serving a meal at a soup kitchen will stop someone from breaking and entering, but showing those in extreme need, the love of Christ, may encourage them in times where darkness has overtaken their lives.  By being a beacon of a God who loves, can we persuade someone who sees only darkness, to choose a life in the light of Christ instead of a life of vindication and retribution?  We can never know unless we try and what have we lost other than moments spent loving?

            It is great to say we will love and try to serve, but how do we deal with the emotions we feel in our very human knee-jerk reactions?  Some physical ways suggested in our meeting were to draw a picture, talk to those around you who have suffered as well, pray for those who live in darkness, and be aware of ways in which we can avoid being victimized.   It is okay to be angry, but not to hate.  It is okay to be aware and mindful, but maybe not suspicious.  Let us abide in our joy and not live in our anger.  As one among us said, “let’s get our hearts on straight.”  Let us choose love.

Love In Christ,

Laura Thomasson

Which gods do we follow?

Considering that this is the Emmanuel Episcopal Church blog, most of us who will read this post are presumably Christian.  It may seem strange, therefore, to ask the question, “which gods do we follow?’.  Don’t we Christians pretty much follow Jesus?

Yes, of course we do, and we likely at times follow other gods too.  In his fictional narrative, American Gods, Neil Gaiman tells a story in which all of the gods in whom Americans have believed over the centuries are here, in America, walking among us, and they aren’t all old.  Some are very, very new.

In the book, Media is a god.  Cyberspace is a god.  Television is a god, the altar before which many of us worship for hours every day.

The author paints a compelling picture.  Anything to which we devote ourselves can become a god.  We may worship without even realizing it.  Even those who say they believe in no god at all may worship a god of some kind.  As a non-Christian friend of mine wrote:

What I find even more dangerous, is a failure to recognize our various religions as religions. A person who comforts himself saying that because he has no “invisible people in the sky” he therefore has no knee-jerk reactions of faith (because he’s too rational for that) is deluding himself. Know which gods you follow. Money? Power? Relationships? Food? Mine may be invisible sky people (who are real, thank you very much), but they encourage me to be loyal, honest, generous, and strong. A lot of the gods we choose to follow aren’t so noble.  -  Jax Garren, http://www.paganprincesses.com/on-the-danger-and-necessity-of-religion/

Jesus said, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life.”  As such, Jesus leads us to love God and to love each other.  We can test, therefore, if in our efforts to follow Jesus, we truly are doing so.

Taking a hard look at our lives, do we love God and love other people?   If so, then we are indeed following Jesus.  If we find, however, that in our lives we are not loving God and loving other people, then we are likely not actually following Jesus, even though we are trying to.  We are likely following other less noble gods.

If that be the case, there is hope!  There is resurrection.  That’s a huge part of the Gospel.  God is always calling us back.  God is always offering us course corrections along our journey through life.  Perhaps we’ve veered off the way in our quest to follow Jesus.  We can always veer back, with God’s help.

The Lord bless you and keep you,

Brad

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